ILLUSIONS
How the world looks
Through beliefs
From others
More interested
In themselves
And what they have
Than the young
Impressionable me
The aging me looking
For a spot to fit into
The old me
Seeking a personal path
Around the obstacles
Of indifference
Illusions are invisible
Therein lies their power
Crush a budding flower
Of the wrong color
The dandelion free lawn
Of intent and control
What will they think
Of me no less
As they drive by
Judging from behind the
Bench of a better car
Than mine
Fashionably dressed
Opinionated
Convinced manipulated
I sit quietly yawn
Look at something
As it is
Perhaps I’ll get closer today
One step is enough
I cast one illusion at a time
Into the dark pool
Of disbelief